breathing into now
heart pounding
in a cloud of unknowing
what is this life
that is living me
and what is wanting
to emerge
as me
through me?
i sit sifting through the
mystical treasures
of this journey into love
simple and complex
the path
sourced in presence
unfolded in emergence
allowing what is
to become what is
everything builds
in this wild spiral
of inclusion
everything feeds
everything
everything activates
everything
the oneness swirls
there is only one
destiny
destination
and that is
a oneness sourced
through the full
embodiment of love
both mystical and erotic
the nature of essence
is constantly living
in the core
of life
pulsating
tremoring
dissolving
creating
the thinking mind
useless
when love
comes to call…
i dissolve
i dissolve
and in this dissolving
new life is created
sourced from the void
of tender vulnerability
and the elixir of ecstatic bliss
oh god, make your love mischief
in me
devote me to your cause
enlist me fully
in making love real
here and now.
Archive for September, 2009
breathing into now…
Wednesday, September 23rd, 2009naked edge
Monday, September 14th, 2009on the edge of something
feeling vulnerable
the mystery of what is
emerging
old fears dance
around this fire
that I am
nightmares of the past
here to be
surrendered
so that a new
story sourced in oneness
can be written
on the sacred text
of my life
i am healing
i am healing
so many years
trapped in separation
i am healing
through the letting go
oh so much letting go
to become who I am
in essence
in subtlety
finding my native nature
in the stillness
in breath
in my naked vulnerability
in living on the edge
and spilling open
grief, joy
rage, bliss
all a part of the whole
of creation
that lives
and has
it’s beingness
in me,
yes…everything
everything
is holy now.
feeling vulnerable
the mystery of what is
emerging
old fears dance
around this fire
that I am
nightmares of the past
here to be
surrendered
so that a new
story sourced in oneness
can be written
on the sacred text
of my life
i am healing
i am healing
so many years
trapped in separation
i am healing
through the letting go
oh so much letting go
to become who I am
in essence
in subtlety
finding my native nature
in the stillness
in breath
in my naked vulnerability
in living on the edge
and spilling open
grief, joy
rage, bliss
all a part of the whole
of creation
that lives
and has
it’s beingness
in me,
yes…everything
everything
is holy now.
breathing into love
Wednesday, September 9th, 2009i am here, breathing into love
and love is breathing into me
held in the embrace
of oneness.
i am
you are
we are
one
now
and
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ameyn.
the grace of surrender
Wednesday, September 2nd, 2009i woke up feeling the letting go
a quiet stillness
a knowing that this releasing of the old is unstoppable,
a force of nature
as natural as the trees losing their leaves.
can i be with the leaving
and loosening with such grace and surrender?