Where do we go from up?

Ask yourself…

“Where do I go from the awareness that all of my needs are already being met? Where do I go from the awareness that God is already blessing and aligning and expressing in, through and as me? Where do I go from up? Where do I go from the awareness that everything I could ever hope for, long for and need is already within my very soul?

Where do I go from up?”

I co-create
I inspire
I serve
I praise God
I spread Love
I feel joy
I receive
I give
I am free
I do, be and have all God intends for me to do, be and have.

Amen!

Today I found a robin’s egg.  Cracked open.  A sign of birth, of renewal.  A notation from www.shamanicjourney.com ~ “The robin is a bird of Divine Service.  Robin people often have past life ties to the Christ energy and would make excellent missionaries and priests.”
A new beginning.

Today I saw a sign on a school I have driven by at least 100 times before.
“What you are to be, you are now becoming.”
I am, we are.

Today I sat on a rock in the middle of the Sandy River, watching the water flow…sometimes still, sometimes rapid. 
I know the flow of life is taking me somewhere.
I trust the river’s flow.
I trust the Divine Order of Life.
I trust the unseen world within me.
I trust my connection to the unfolding beauty and blessing that God is creating through each and every one of us, moment to moment.
I trust.
I deeply trust.

On Sunday I was lounging on the front steps of Koru house with my friends David and Ruba, glorious sun shining everywhere…my swollen belly exposed to the warmth.
A hummingbird flew up purposefuly and paused mid-flight…turning to stare at each of us. A very intentional and direct communication.
“Be in Joy!”

I am embracing the essence of being.  Co-creating from stillness.  Allowing the Divine right things to come to me.  Receiving life, receiving vision, receiving God.  I am devoted to a life of Divine Service and Sacred Love.  I am surrendered to this life.  I am fulfilled in this life.  I am this life…and, I am willing to be and to do all that God is asking…

I let it be.  I let it be done in Joy.  Amen.

Seeing my imperfections and bumblings in love and loving tonight.
I often love from ego, which isn’t love at all,
only a misguided attempt to get my needs met.
Needs only presence with God, union with God can assuage.

I see the great expanse of territory in front of me…
the territory where I learn to love
with presence
without condition
with calm stillness
without expectation
with true love
without fear

I feel embarrassed of how unskilled I have been in so many ways
and I also feel loving kindness towards my own self for how far
I’ve come.  Maitri. Maitri. Maitri.

I was trained in fear, control and manipulation.
I am learning love, presence and freedom.

I ask Christ to guide my heart,
to take full dominion of my soul
and to show me how to lose my self in love.
To meditate as Yeshua did.

To see deeply into others and in presence, love.
To offer a love worth receiving.
To offer a love that liberates.
To offer a love that nourishes.

My soul remembers.
Love is my practice.

I am still learning.

Kirtan with Krishna Das tonight.
It was lovely being with you,
Megs, Sita, Nate, David, Dan, Robert…
My heart soothed by the tablas
and Hare Krishna…Om Namah Shivaya.

The one purpose that I think I came for tonight
was hearing Krishna Das say his guru didn’t teach a formal practice,
his charge was simple: “Meditate like Christ.”
When asked what that was, he replied, emotionally
with tears running down his face,
“He lost himself in love.”

Yeshua lost himself in love.
He loved everyone.

I want to meditate like Christ,
lose myself in love.

Tetey a Yeshua
Ameyn.

This is the essential movement of our time
To move from essence
From behind the veil
Mystic, artist, lover

A spiritual revolution
upon us now

Yes, the veils are dropping
Shimmering sheaths
Falling away
Scales from the eyes of love
Beholding what was forgotten

The clarion call of
deep remembering
love one another

The only response  now…
carried on the wings of
the flaming heart
yes…

I will my will Thy will.
Ameyn.