if ever i should go…if ever i should be taken away from you my love, please listen for me in your ear as whisper and in your heart as quickening, for i will be loving you still, from behind the veil, i will be loving you and believing in you always…inspiring and celebrating you…urging you onward, upward and inward on your soul’s journey to be free. i will travel the distance and find you again, our souls forever united as God’s love, existing beyond time, beyond space.
the fabric of love is never broken…follow the thread home to me, home to thee. amen.
full exposure no withholds in this love that is the price for sacred romance we wonder why why is it the flame of passion flickers and fades we wonder why the Beloved’s face has suddenly changed we know somewhere within us we know when we stopped revealing our precious tender hearts when the voice of fear took over the filtering the editing the masking i vow to be different i long for a new way of love complete transparency ultimate vulnerability full surrender of all that is whole and holy of all that is fearful and fragmented to the Divine Lover to mend us my Love to tend us in Love to wash from us the nightmares of the past i want to lay down in the ocean of God with you and stare into the diamond starry sky i want to be lulled in love held in love i want it to be real i want you to be real how many times have i misjudged, or was it projection attracted that which i want not can it be here now a miracle of a new beginning for you for me what if you stick a needle in your arm what if you wander away lost in your addiction what if your hungry place becomes ravenous and you reach out for someone else for something else what if i am your mistaken idea delusional fulfillment of your own wholeness what if what if what if this love was new whole grounded playful sexy hopeful honest joyful freeing devoted passionate prayerful what if you and i were destined to finally lay down the skeletons of our past the childhood wounds and yes, love, there were many too many what if we could just lay it down right Krista? you know you got to lay it down you know you want to lay it down now can you will you can i will i will we open up and see what God has planned what is growing in the dark below the known into the mystery of ultimate vulnerability a field beyond this place of rightdoing and wrongdoing i’m walking there slowly now one step one breath one humble word at a time a field of sweet surrender, precious Lord Jesus take us there. Amen.
i’m learning to love you the language of you the landscape of you the contour of your heart the music of your soul your hopes your dreams your pain your past your child your man such exquisite terrain observing quietly entering your heart treading softly, slowly unraveling the slumbering soul the inner sanctuary of love requires such delicacy, such reverence how often have I been reckless disrupted the beauty of love’s tenderness with my blatant disregard for the man beside me in front of me now, this time is different i am more interested in you in loving you than who you are meant to be for me and what you will do for me… no, dear one you do not have to make up for daddy or mommy’s mistakes or the others that have come before you you don’t have to save me you are not my salvation i am saving myself you are a gift precious and mysterious placed before me God saying, “I have chosen someone for you to love.” unconditioned love freeing love deepening love expanding inclusive blessed love. i am learning the way of Love, with you, humble, grateful…
the dark mystery of love swells in my chest all of me drowning in the mystic’s sea of surrender falling deeper into love with you the One, Beloved. this force has overtaken me the flame of love’s longing unstoppable relentless dismantle me consume me take me have your way with me now always.
the veil of love is thin…