Two minutes after my last post. Smoke filled the air. As I write this entry two fire trucks pass by my house. Sirens blaring, neighbors running. Ashes falling on my computer. The fire is literally burning. One block away. Smoke thick. The fire is burning. Inescapable.
Heat is sexy. A green aphid crawls across my black dress. Front porch, sunlight dances. Breeze caressing my skin. Drenched in God. Filled to overflowing with joy and goodness. Smiling slyly…I know the secrets of love. Feeling the beauty of my own essence. Nourishing self with self. Ooooooh so sweet. I walk alone in the Promised Land. Beloveds near. Experiencing the burn of love. The fire has settled in my belly, in my heart, in my pelvis. The coals burn slowly, in this deep silence, core stillness. Bringing me alive in Love. I discover the mystery of my own love. Can my heart expand to carry this rapture? The gravity, the ecstasy of sacred love. Yes, yes, yes. I feel the dance in my cells. Bringing me alive. Carrying me now. I let go into the wildness, into the beat of my own heart. In love, in love…as love. I carry the scent of the sacred. Come near, come near. I won’t burn you. I will enfold you in this desire Bend your ear to my heart and listen. I have love songs to sing you. Sweetly, gently I will take you down, in, under. Join me in this union, you…me….God. As one, always has been, always will be. Bring your fear Bring your woundedness Bring your joy Bring your tenderness Bring all to the All. I love you, I love myself. My breath moves through me The Spirit upon me Playing the instrument Writing its word upon my heart Awe beholds me now My gaze straight, clear Eyes dancing with delight I see you Come near One step closer One step toward love And love will make 1000 steps towards you Gratitude fills me Allow me to love you Allow me to feed you Honey wine, tender grapes The vines bear fruit Dripping their juices On our faces Drink deeply of this nectar Tongues twisting to devour this goodness This sweetness God meeting God What did I do to deserve This love Alone and smiling from the inside Basking in the radiance that surrounds me Yes, heat is sexy My body taut with passion Eyes filled with compassion Heart surging with love Love bridges the distance Between you and I I stand firm in myself Devoted, donated to this love Unwavering, unrelenting One step in Swept away I see you, come near I promise to love you Always Forever I promise to love myself Always Forever I am at home in the house of Love Sweat dripping from my arms I open I receive I offer Myself to you As love In love Yes, Beloved Heat is God Warming us Preparing us For love’s matrimony Shy or bold Come near The Spirit of God Is upon us The breeze has secrets to tells us Don’t go back to sleep.
Love, devotion Feeling emotion Don’t be afraid to be weak Don’t be afraid to be strong Just look into your heart my friend Just look into your heart my friend That will be your return to yourself Your return to innocence. Believe in destiny. Don’t care what people say Just follow your own way
In the dark calm of this night I reach for you Your voice serenades me from the distance Waking me from the dream of separation I remember you… You and I are one Here, now In the sanctuary of my heart Love grows Slowly, organically Imperceptible to the eye It grows It’s stirring deep within me Be patient Allow Slow the pace To my natural rhythm No push, no pull Love’s natural unfolding In Divine Time Yes, Beloved we have Been pricked by thorns Blood spilling from The wounded heart And now, The rose unfurls, blossoming in summer’s light The scent of the sacred Upon our lips Honeysweet swirling in our mouths Love has come to our domain There is nothing to do Beloved Allow, allow, allow me To bring this sacred marriage Home to you I love you, I love myself I love you, I love myself I love you, I love myself Om Shanti, Shanti Om
Now that I have found you In the cool breath of your evening smile The shade of your parasol And your love flows through me Though I drink at your pool I burn for you, I burn for…
You and I are lovers When night time folds around our bed In peace we sleep entwined And your love flows through me Though an ocean soothes my head I burn for you, I burn for…
Stars will fall from dark skies As ancient rocks are turning Quiet fills the room And your love flows through me Though I lie here so still I burn for you, I burn for you
I burn…
~ Sting
What is the emptiness that I sense tonight? I am burning for something I cannot quite understand or name. A quiet and empty space that is reserved for the Lover. Yes, there is a vacancy in my heart. A reservation held for my Lover. The Triune of Love…God, Self and Lover swirling in this honeymoon of life. Sometimes I wonder, Where this path will lead, This untethered, yet deeply rooted, journey into Love. I have left the old reality… of husband, career, and family behind… for the uncharted terrain of my soul’s path… of lover, offering and community.
I belong in the emptiness I can feel the space inside me that is available for union Blessed union with another I have kept this place Sacred It has been untouched Reserved, preserved for the right time and right place The Divine Wills this into being He will arrive when the fruit is sweet and the vines are dancing in my hair. He will make his entry into this space within me… I can feel him near I can remember his breath I know the scent of him The touch of him The taste of him I remember Love I remember this Union God’s Lovers will find one another in the midnight sky dancing in the meadows making love amidst the trees
Yes, I feel the emptiness I remember you my Love I know your wildness Come let us remember this love and this living together.
Still and silent tonight. I praise the untouched innocence. The sacred space reserved for you.
Anakha describes the deep core reality of the love force that creates the universe….that is the source of all true manifestation.
Let’s look at the guidance needed by sacred activists at this time in our evolution…stepping beyond the mind and letting the divine create a sustainable new reality.
In this video, Anakha brings us reassurance about the nature of the Crucibles that call to us now…and what will happen once we stop resisting Love’s presence and say “yes”.
Let us surrender to the fierce, tender, radical Sacred Love…letting it burn away our emotional pain and struggles.
Let us move beyond the half-hearted “yes” we often give to Life…and remember, always, to not be afraid.
The invitation at this time in humanity’s evolution is clear: become love. Dive into the crucible that calls you…and become love. There is only ONE thing happening on this planet right now…the full embodiment of the presence of love. The call grows stronger. All you have to do is say “Yes”.
